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world Singer was never pregnant and stayed at sea never to be
heard from again. Unfortunately Webb was also killed in South
America shortly after being stationed there. As a result H/M
kept the same relationship they had at the beginning of season
I got this idea when I was in deployed in Baghdad this summer.
Showers were limited so it was co-ed. We had curtains, but I’m
5’4 and it only came up to my shoulders. I think half the men in
the unit saw my breasts at one point or another. I know a lot of
the women are saying you would never shower with a strange
man….yes you would, trust me. But it got me thinking what would
H/M do if put in a similar situation.
They had an unbelievable day. It was spent trying to validate a
Sergeant’s claim of terrorist activity within the 2nd Marine Battalion.
There had been some leaks in Intelligence between the marine battalion
and the Seahawk. Harm and Mac were there to investigate. There were two
problems with this assignment, the first being the 2nd Battalion was
currently located in a remote area of Iraq, and the second being they
were spread out over a 50 mile radius.
Mac and Harm arrived the day before on a helo and not scheduled to leave
until tomorrow afternoon, giving them plenty of time to ask their
questions and go back to the Seahawk. They spent yesterday and today
driving from camp to camp questioning people with no luck. They were
both exhausted, sweaty, and dirty.
It was mid June with a low of 105° on a good day, which today was not.
Regardless of the heat however, it was required that all personnel wear
their flax vest and Kevlar for protection when not on camp grounds.
Finally to make matters worse, all the roads were dirt causing the
lawyers to feel grimy and dirty.
“Uhhhh!!! I can’t believe this, I can’t even run my fingers through my
hair there’s so much dirt caked in it!” Mac complained when they finally
made it back to their tent on the main base camp.
Harm laughed, “Geez, do all Marines complain this much when they get a
Mac shot him a dirty look, 'why does he have to appear so cheerful'.
He couldn’t help himself; she looked so cute trying to untangle her hair
with her fingers. He stopped laughing however when she gave up on her
hair, and instead took off her DCU top. It was soon followed by her
sweat soaked, marine green tee-shirt leaving her only in her sports bra
and DCU pants, with her dog tags dangling between her breasts.
‘God does anyone have the right to make that look so sexy.’ For some
reason he couldn’t take his eyes off of her dog tags…the fact that they
were in such close proximity to another part of her body was purely a
“It’s easy for you to laugh, you don’t have that much hair to worry
about.” When he didn’t respond she looked up at him and saw where he was
‘We must be making progress, he doesn’t even try to hide it anymore.’
Mac took a breath and drawled out, “Harm…”
“Yeah.” He still didn’t take his eyes off of his target.
“If it’s not too much trouble could you take your eyes off my breasts
long enough to hand me my bag?”
He looked up and saw she actually had a small grin on her face. ‘We must
be making progress she didn’t even throw anything at me.’ He turned
around to grab her bag and when he handed it to her he said almost like
a schoolboy, “I wasn’t looking at your breasts.”
She actually laughed out, “Right, and what exactly had you so captivated
that you had a little drool coming out of your mouth.”
“I was not drooling!” But even as he said the words he subconsciously
brought his thumb and forefinger to the corners of his mouth.
As she retrieved her hairbrush from her bag she replied, “So, tell me
what you were staring at so intently then.”
“If you must know I was looking at your dog tags.”
That sounded weak, even to him. He knew there was no way she was going
buy that. Mac stopped what she was doing and just stared at him for a
minute, giving him her ‘yeah right’ look, but it was soon replaced by a
‘If he is going to play innocent then I am going to have a little fun
and see how far I can push him.’ She slowly sauntered her way over to
him till she was as close to him as possible without touching. She
slowly brought her hand up to her neck and trailed her fingertips down
the chain till she reached the tags. She lightly wrapped her fingers
around them and drew lazy patterns in the valley between her breasts.
She looked up at Harm and confirmed her suspicions; his eyes were glued
to where her fingers moved with his mouth hanging open.
In a husky tone she said, “You know, Harm, if you’re that fascinated
with ‘them’… feel free to take a closer look anytime you want.”
‘Did I just hear her right? She said I could take a closer look….oh how
I really, really, really want to take a closer look. I wonder what she
would do if I took her up on the offer?’
Mac could see him arguing with himself on what he wanted to do and what
he thought he should do. He clenched and unclenched his fist and just
when she thought he was about to give in, there was a knock at the door
of their tent.
“Sir, Ma’am, Colonel Smith would like to see you ASAP!” a young
infantryman said through the door.
“Tell him we’re on our way, Lance Corporal!” Mac couldn’t help but let a
little of her annoyance show to the man who had no idea what he just
interrupted. With the speed only a Marine would possess Mac put on a
fresh shirt along with her top. She was half way through brushing her
hair when she noticed Harm was still in the same spot with a look of
total concentration on his face.
“Penny for your thoughts, Sailor?”
Harm looked up at Mac, ‘I was actually going to do it; I was actually
going to make a move on my partner, best friend, and secret love. What
would have happened if we weren’t interrupted?’ He’d never been that
close to letting go before and the truth of the matter was it scared
him, but for the first time the disappointment out weighed the fear.
They were finally in a place where their only obstacle was JAG, but even
that wasn’t a major issue. Harm would transfer out; hell he’d even
resign his commission if it meant he could be with her. He doubted it
would come to that but he finally realized what he would give up to have
They were in a great place as far as their friendship was concerned.
They shared dinner at least 2 times during the week, assuming work
permitted, went running together Monday, Wednesday, and Saturday
mornings which was always followed by showering at one of their places
and breakfast. On Saturdays they always went to Mac’s place so they
could watch morning cartoons with their breakfast. Usually they ended up
spending most of the day together just hanging out, because secretly
neither of them wanted to be apart from the other. They were free of
significant others, in fact it seemed they had an unspoken agreement
that put them off limits to anyone but themselves.
Their playful banter had returned with many more flirtatious remarks.
Challenges, much like the one she just issued, were a common occurrence,
they just never called each other on them. However they knew it was only
a matter of time before one of them caved so the remarks were
unconsciously becoming bolder and bolder.
He was finally tired of fighting it and told himself the next time it
happened he wouldn’t let the chance pass him by. Mac was still staring
at him waiting for an answer so he decided to throw her off balance a
little. “When we get back to Washington would you like to have dinner
“Harm, we have dinner all the time.” Okay, so she wasn’t going to make
this easy on him.
“I mean….” He stepped closer to her till they were as close as they were
before. He raised one hand to her neck and followed the same path her
own fingers took only moments before. This time over her clothes till
they reached the valley between her breasts, “….when we get back to
Washington, would you like to have ‘dinner’ with me?”
‘I can’t breathe... oh God, why can’t I breathe? Because genius, Harmon
Rabb Jr. just asked you out on a real date,’ said the little voice in
‘Great now I’m having conversations with myself. Okay, Marine, this is
the moment you’ve waited for since the JAG-a-thon, but you don’t have
time for this right now, the Colonel is waiting, and he is not a patient
man. Just give him an answer so you can leave.’
“I’ve wanted to have ‘dinner’ with you for years Harm.” With that she
turned away and headed for the door.
“Is that a yes?” ‘Please tell me that didn’t sound as anxious as a
teenager asking the most popular girl to the school dance.’ Mac turned
around to look at him. ‘God, it must have, I can see amusement on her
“That’s a 'Hell Yes!', Flyboy, now lets go, the Colonel is waiting,” and
with that she was out the door.
He couldn’t wipe the stupid grin off his face even as he ran to catch up
with her. She looked up at him and started laughing. ‘He looks like he
just caught the winning touchdown pass at the championship football
game.’ “Harm, you might want to wipe that stupid grin off your face,
Colonel Smith isn’t known for his sense of humor.” Just as she reached
the entrance to the TOC (Tactical Operation Command), she turned and
added, “Besides it’s not like you’ve scored….yet.”
He watched as she disappeared into the tent with his mouth hanging open,
yet again. ‘She’s feeling awfully feisty today, probably because she
knows it would be damn near impossible to act on anything here.’ “The
key word is ‘yet’, Marine.” He said to no one in particular as he
entered the tent behind his partner.
They both came to attention in front of Colonel Smith.
“Colonel Mackenzie and Commander Rabb reporting as ordered, Sir!” Mac
announced them since she was the head investigator. It was a fact which
annoyed the hell out of Harm. Not because she was a woman, but for the
simple fact he didn’t like taking second chair to anyone. It was just in
his nature; Mac knew this and took every opportunity she had to rib him
“At ease.” Colonel Smith looked up at both of them for the first time.
“You two look like hell.”
Harm looked at Mac through the corner of his eye, ‘If that’s what hell
looks like I need to be sinning a lot more. I know one particular sin I
could start off with.’ Harm brought his focus back on the Colonel only
to find him staring at him, ‘Oh God, I didn’t say that out loud, did
‘I wonder if they know how transparent they are. They act nothing other
than professional, but they give off a vibe even a blind man could see.’
Colonel Smith thought to himself as he focused his attention back on
Harm. ‘And if he thinks I don’t know what he was just thinking he has
another thing coming. However, by the panicked look on his face, I’d say
he knows I’m on to him.’ “What have you got for me? If I have a security
leak in my unit I want to know about it NOW!”
Harm relaxed, relieved he hadn’t made a complete ass of himself. “As of
right now, Sir, we have found no evidence of any terrorist activity
other than what was discovered before.”
Mac picked up right behind him. “Which leads us to believe that the
Sergeant is either lying to cover for someone or he is responsible for
the leaks himself. As soon as we reach Washington and finalize our
report we’ll send you a copy detailing all that we’ve found, Sir.”
“Well that may be sooner than either of you thought. Your helo will pick
you up in one hour, instead of tomorrow like planned.”
“May I ask why, Sir?” Mac asked for both of them.
“One of the Seahawk’s birds took heavy fire yesterday while re-supplying
a ground unit and, as a result, they are now short one aircraft. Luckily
the pilot was able to make it back to the Seahawk in one piece but there
is no way they will be able to pick you up tomorrow as originally
planned. If you don’t leave today you’re both stuck here for at least a
week.” The Colonel looked up at both of them. “As for your
investigation, I can’t say I’m sorry you didn’t find anything. It
doesn’t sit well with me to know I have a traitor under my command.” He
focused his attention on Mac. “But on the upside, you must have been
glad to get out of the office, Colonel Mackenzie, and back in the
field.” At her slightly confused look he continued, “I never forget a
face, Colonel. I remember you from Bosnia, you served under Colonel
Harm couldn’t help but flinch at that name, something which did not go
unnoticed by Mac.
“I remember, Sir, but I was only a first lieutenant at the time. I’m
surprised you remember me.” Replied Mac truly surprised.
Harm in the mean time would never get over how someone like Sarah
Mackenzie could be so oblivious to the affect she had over people, men
in particular. It wasn’t that she was just beautiful, she had this aura
around her that made people take notice. Whether it was a one-time
meeting, in the courtroom, or on an investigation, people were drawn to
her. She was unbelievably generous, smart as hell, a quick thinker, had
a spitfire attitude, and could be tough as nails one minute but
vulnerable as a little girl the next. She brought out the protective
side in almost anyone who got to know her. A fact that Harm had noticed
Sturgis was not immune to either.
All of her previous lovers had boarder line obsessions with her. Chris
couldn’t forget her after 10 years. Farrow paid her husband to leave
town and instantly ended his career to protect her. Dalton’s persistence
was probably what got him killed by her stalker who only met her once.
While Mic kept after her for over a year and gave up his Navy and
Country just for a shot with her. He could see how she might think she
was cursed, but he saw it more as a gift. She was not responsible for
other people’s actions, no matter what she thought.
“Don’t sell yourself short, Colonel, we all knew the work you were doing
with the refugees. A lot of the Intel you gathered from them saved quite
a few lives. Smartest thing John ever did recommending you for law
She shouldn’t have needed that validation, she knew she was a great
lawyer but she did need it. The fact that her recommendation for law
school came from a man she was romantically involved with, no matter how
briefly, never sat well with her. She’d never said anything but that
comment Harm made in the hanger about her sleeping with a man who
excelled her career hit a raw nerve. She was glad Harm heard that, she
wanted him to know she didn’t use sex to get what she wanted. She worked
hard and earned everything given to her. She wanted him to be proud of
Harm on the other hand was thinking along the same lines, and was
feeling guilty about what he said in the hanger. He didn’t mean it like
it sounded, he was just trying to prove a point at the time. It was just
another thing in a long list of things he wished he’d never said.
“Thank You, Sir, and to answer your question, I’ve enjoyed being back in
the field. It’s good to get dirty every now and then.” She didn’t have
to look at Harm to know he was staring at her unbelievably. She would
never complain to a superior officer of such trivial things as being
dirty or uncomfortable. As a female in the Marines she has to be tougher
and give up more comfort items than men so as not to appear weak. She
would never complain of discomfort in the field unless it was someone
Colonel Smith actually laughed, “I wish I had more men out here like
you, Mackenzie, they complain more about shower time than they do the
food. This is saying a lot believe me. As of right now all I can offer
you are my thanks for a job well done and a quick shower before your
ride home.” He looked apologetically at Mac. “You’ll have to forgive us,
Colonel, we’re not used to having females up here so it’s a little
rough, pretty much just four walls with a couple of hoses attached to
the water buffalo. I hope neither of you are modest, cause you only
have,” he glanced at his watch. “30 minutes till your ride arrives.”
Mac couldn’t stop a small grin, “We’ll take what we can get, Sir. Thank
He looked at Harm one last time. ‘I hope he realizes how lucky he is.
Almost every man in this camp would take a bullet to be in his shoes
right now.’ “Dismissed.”
They both came to attention and turned to exit the tent. Mac was in a
very good mood. “Oh, I can’t believe we get a shower. For a minute there
I had visions of a four hour ride trying to decide who smelled worse,
you or me.”
Harm, however had trouble sharing in her good mood.
“What’s the matter, Flyboy? You finally get to wash that two day funk
off of you.”
“What did he mean by not being modest?” He sounded a little panicked,
because he already had an idea of the answer.
Mac laughed at his discomfort. “Oh that’s right, I forgot what a prude
you are. You know very well he meant we don’t have time to take turns
and it doesn’t sound like it offers much privacy. What’s the big deal,
we’ve seen each other emotionally naked, physically should be a piece of
Harm, however, knew seeing Sarah Mackenzie naked would be his downfall.
“Ahhh….how about you take the shower and I’ll meet you at the pick-up
She stopped and turned to face him. “Harmon Rabb Jr., you will shower,
because to tell you the truth the only reason I can stand to be around
you now is I’m not much better off! Besides,” she said as she resumed
walking, “we’ve been best-friends for seven years, I trust you not to
take advantage of the situation.”
As she opened the door to their tent, she heard him mumble, “I’m glad
one of us does.”
Without turning around she replied. “Watch it, Sailor, or I won’t wash
your back.” She disappeared into their tent before he could reply.
‘Okay, Rabb, you can do this, just don’t look at her. Yeah, I’ll just
keep my back turned the whole time.’ He repeated this in his head as
they threw the rest of their stuff in their sea bags and proceeded to
the showers. They now only had 20 minutes till their flight arrived.
Colonel Smith wasn’t kidding about the shower. It literally was just
pieces of plywood reinforced with fence pickets. The whole structure was
36 sq ft; big enough to squeeze four people in, and was a good 6-½ ft
tall, affording some privacy. When they entered, the floor was lined
with wooden pallets, and there were actually golden hooks to hang your
stuff on to keep dry.
‘Probably taken from a local building after it was bombed.’ Harm thought
as he continued to look at the structure.
Four water hoses were run through holes in the wall with a spray head
attached. It was actually pretty nice considering what the Marines had
to work with out here. One thing it was missing was shower curtains.
Which really wasn’t much of a shock, the camp was all male soldiers, but
still Harm was holding out some hope.
“Uhhhh….Mac, are you sure that this is okay, I mean it’s pretty open. I
could just wait outside and use my baby wipes or something.”
“Harm, what’s the big deal? It’s not like you haven’t seen a naked woman
before and besides, I already told you, I trust you.” She started
hanging up her towel and took her shampoo and soap out of her bag.
Harm for his part followed her lead and took the hose directly across
from her so he could keep his back turned and not have to worry about
seeing anything out of the corner of his eye. 'Well, they say that the
best defense is offense...here goes nothing.'
“Who said I was worried about your modesty, I just don’t want you to
lose control when you see what a magnificent male specimen I am.” By
this time they had started taking off their boots and outer garments.
To her credit Mac didn’t laugh, she just looked at him with a glint in
her eye. “Oh please, Harm, could your ego get any bigger?”
“You’d be surprised just how ‘big’ it can get, Mac.”
‘Okay, I walked right into that one, I should have known better.’ But
she cursed the blush that rose to her cheeks just the same time.
“Harm, there is only one part of your anatomy I haven’t seen,” she
purposely let her eyes travel down his now bare chest to rest on his
groin where he was unbuckling his belt. “And I doubt you have anything I
haven’t seen before.” With that she took off her shirt and started on
her pants. They were still looking at each other to see who would turn
around first. Mac was now down to her panties and sports bra, while Harm
only had his boxers on.
‘I’ll be dammed if I turn away first, let him see what he’s been missing
all these years. Besides I’m tired of being the best buddy, I want him
to see the woman that goes with the Marine.’
‘Damn, she’s calling my bluff. I was hoping going on the offensive would
throw her off a little. She knows your playbook too well, Rabb, time to
get some new moves.’
Just as she was pulling her bra off Harm cracked and quickly turned
around. Mac chuckled to herself knowing she had won this round. Harm
took off his boxers not caring if Mac was still staring at him.
‘She was so dead set on seeing this through, let her see what she’s been
missing all these years.’ Not that it was really her holding them back.
He knew she wasn’t the “chase after a man” type; she had an amazing
amount of self-confidence, except when it came to men. That was the only
time she was unsure of herself. He couldn’t blame her, practically every
guy she’d been close too had hurt her, including him. ‘After Dalton I
must admit she got better at picking men. Brumby was actually a good
guy, which was the real reason I never liked him. Mic said and did all
the things I never had the balls to do.’
Mac for her part just stared at his naked six for a few seconds before
she realized what she was doing and where her thoughts were going. She
quickly turned around and took off the rest of her clothes and started
Harm heard her water turn on and knew Sarah Mackenzie was standing a
couple feet away from him completely naked. The water wasn’t cold enough
to help his little problem that revelation caused.
‘The only time Mac tried to move our relationship to next level was
Sydney,’ Harm thought. He knew what turning her down did to her, she
would never again make the first move, it would be up to him. ‘When was
just kissing a woman so much trouble. I’ve never had this problem
before.’ For some reason Mac threw him all out of whack. She wasn’t just
a woman he found attractive and wanted to date, she was the woman he was
in love with and wanted to spend the rest of his life with.
Harm couldn’t help himself; he stole a quick glance behind him. What he
saw made his little problem a big problem. She was rinsing the shampoo
out of her hair. He turned back around to her for a longer glance and
watched the path the water and soap took down her perfect body, defining
every curve. ‘They always say that the first step is the hardest.’
“Hey, Mac, I thought you said you were going to wash my back.”
Mac slowly turned halfway around to look at him; she had her hand in her
hair so her arm blocked the view of her breast. He was turned much in
the same fashion to hide the erection he was sporting.
‘What the hell is he up to? Just a few moments ago he was freaking out
over seeing a little skin, and now he wants me to touch him when we are
completely naked! Okay, just calm down. I’ll play his game,’ with that
she dropped her arm, grabbed her soap and turned completely towards him,
giving him a full view.
Harm let his gaze slowly move down her body trying to memorize every
contour and shape. ‘She really is perfect.’ Every part of her body was
toned from her arms to her abs to her thighs. She had strong, long legs
that could only come from running. He’d be hard pressed to find any fat
on her at all, but God he’d be willing to try. Her breasts were big and
full, with hard cinnamon nipples….wait a minute why were her nipples
hard? The water was luke-warm at best, could it be that she was as
affected by this as he was. ‘She has to wax because there isn’t a hair
on her.’ Her mound was neatly trimmed and even from this angle he could
tell she shaved her outer lips. Harm was dying to first run his fingers
then his tongue through the slick smooth folds which currently held his
attention. ‘After all no one likes hair in their mouth.’ He thought as
he started back up her body and looked her in the eye.
She looked directly at him waiting for him to finish ogling her. Mac
took a deep breath and tried to slow her heart rate. She looked into his
lust-filled eyes and felt a small amount of pride that she was the
cause. She’d never been this turned-on just by having a guy look at her
‘Let’s see how far he’s willing to take this.’ “I can’t wash your back
if you don’t turn around, Harm.” Her voice sounded husky even to her.
‘This was very dangerous territory; just wash his back as quickly as
possible before you do something stupid like jump him!’ He turned around
as she was lathering up her hands with the soap. She just couldn’t waste
this opportunity to touch him so she decided against using a washcloth.
Mac started at his shoulders and worked her way down, trying not to
notice the way his muscles felt underneath her hands. She’d given him
back massages before, but his shirt was always on. This was the first
time there was no layers between them. When she reached his lower back
she couldn’t help herself. Who knew if and when she would ever get this
opportunity again? She went lower to his perfect ass.
Harm couldn’t help his sharp intake of breath and what strangely sounded
like a whimper when her hands made contact with his ass. He felt her
fingernails rake down his six and back up.
‘She has no way of knowing how sensitive I am there,’ Harm thought.
‘There’s just something about pounding into a woman and having her dig
her fingernails in my ass as she comes that usually sends me over the
edge as well.’
He didn’t know how he was controlling himself at the moment. All he
wanted to do was turn around and claim her as his own. He almost snapped
when he felt her hard nipples brush up against his back, but instead he
just let out a low groan.
‘Whoa, totally didn’t mean to do that, but God did it feel good.’ Mac
moaned in her head as the feeling sent a bolt of electricity right down
to her groin. ‘I have to stop now or not at all.’ She reluctantly pulled
away and smoothed her voice. “Anything else you need help washing?”
“No, that about covers it. Thanks.” Harm quickly said feeling slightly
breathless as he took a few seconds to try and calm down. Mac turned
around, walked the three feet back to her shower head and continued
‘That was not fair, Marine, but paybacks a bitch.’ He grabbed his own
soap and lathered up his hands and turned fully towards her. Her back
was to him so she didn’t notice when he stepped closer to her. ‘You’re
in so much trouble, Ninja-Girl.’
She jumped when his hands made contact with her shoulders. “Just
returning the favor, Mac,” Harm roughly whispered behind her.
She was in so much trouble, she didn’t know if she could handle having
Harm touch her right now. ‘Okay, Marine, you can do this, just control
your breathing. Good now, just pretend that this an everyday
occurrence….having your sexy as hell partner standing behind you totally
naked and running his hands over your sexually deprived body…..God
didn’t make will power that strong.’
Much like her washing he started at the top, but he took his time. Soon
the washing changed into a slow seductive caressing. Mac couldn’t help
but let her eyes drift close at the sensations he was creating. It had
been way too long since she had felt a man’s touch. She could feel her
heart pounding out of her chest.
Harm bent over to her ear and said in deep gravel voice, “You know,
Sarah, since we’re such good-friends and we trust each other so much, we
should make this a regular practice after our runs. You know conserve
water and all that.”
‘Okay now he’s mocking my earlier words. I should really be annoyed and
say something to put him in his place.’
Then Harm let his lips brush against her ear as he brought his hands to
rest on her waist. His long fingers going down to lightly massage her
pelvic region, teasing her.
“Uh huh,” was the only thing she could get past her throat. He moved his
lips from her ear down to her neck, alternating between small kisses and
light nibbling. Mac was really trying to keep herself in check by biting
her lower lip, and not moving at all. She couldn’t hide her rapid
breathing and the goose bumps that spread down her arms though. Seeing
and feeling her reaction he pushed the envelope. Harm pulled her gently
against him, bringing her back flush against his impressive erection. He
wanted her to know exactly what she did to him.
Mac moaned before she could catch herself. The fact he had an erection
really didn’t surprise her, what did surprise her was he was letting her
know about it. Combine that with him still nibbling on her neck…. ‘Might
as well give him better access if he’s so intent on that,’ Mac though as
she arched her neck …. and his hands moving around to her stomach, she
was fast turning into a pool of Jell-O.
‘I feel like I have a hundred butterflies in my stomach right now.’ She
brought one of her hands up to his neck anchoring him in place, while
the other one went to join his hands at her stomach.
‘God she tastes good. She feels good for that matter too.’ She relaxed
completely against him and started moving against his erection. His
response was a groan and he moved his free hand up to cup her breast,
which made her groan as well. She tossed her head against his body and
arched her back giving him a bigger handful of her breast. He would have
moved his other hand down between her legs, but she was gripping his
hand so tight, he wasn’t sure he could get it free right now. They were
both completely out of control, their breathing was labored and neither
of them had it in them to stop this.
Harm rolled her nipple between his fingers and Mac snapped. ‘Okay that’s
it, I put up a good fight, but I can’t stand this. I have to kiss him!’
She turned her head towards his face; almost sensing what she wanted and
needing the same thing himself, he met her halfway. Immediately their
lips parted and they started exploring each others mouths with their
tongues. The kiss was hot, demanding and passionately rough; both Harm
and Mac felt it all the way to their toes.
Mac turned completely around and grasped his erection in her hand, while
the other one was still in his hair making sure he went nowhere. Not
that he wanted to be anywhere else at the moment. She started pumping
his shaft immediately, measuring what her closed eyes couldn’t see at
the moment. Harm let go of any control he might have had and crushed her
against the thin wood wall, never breaking the kiss which had taken on a
life of its own. He vaguely hoped that the wall wouldn’t collapse under
With one hand he reached behind her thigh bringing her leg up to his
waist, and with the other he reached behind her, bringing his hand down
past her ass so he could reach her core. She was dripping wet and it had
nothing to do with the water around them. He stroked her a few times
brushing her clit before diving two fingers in her hot, tight center.
‘God she was tight, course she hasn’t been with anyone in almost 2
years,’ thought Harm as he felt her inner muscles squeeze around him.
Mac for her part was at the point of no return. ‘I need him inside me
NOW!’ Without thought she wrapped her other leg around his waist and he
immediately took on the extra weight. He left her center to keep her
weight balanced in the place where he needed her most. Going on pure
physical need and thinking of nothing other than the pleasure they were
causing each other, they both adjusted the angle and before they knew it
he was inside her. They finally broke their kiss for some much needed
“Oh God, Harm.”
“You feel so good, Sarah.”
Neither had ever experienced anything this intense before, but neither
had ever engaged in 7 years of foreplay for that matter. This was
anything but slow love making; it was animalistic and driven by need and
desire. They were claiming the other as their own, making sure they
forgot any and all previous lovers. The only sounds in the small
enclosed shower room were moans of pleasure and words of encouragement.
“Harder, Harm.” And he did, for the first time he completely let go and
didn’t do anything but feel. He knew she was close when she dug her
nails in his back. He knew he wasn’t going to last for very much longer
either. He reached between them to grab her breast and rolled her nipple
between his fingers.
‘She seemed to really like that the last time I did it.’ Harm thought as
a moan rolled from the back of Mac’s throat.
She’d never been this high, this fast before. It was enough to make one
dizzy. She could already feel herself climbing higher and higher, it
wouldn’t be long before she fell. Mac couldn’t help digging her nails
into Harms back as the sensations grew stronger and more powerful.
Vaguely in the one part of her brain that wasn’t wrapped around Harm she
hoped she didn’t draw blood. When he touched her nipple it was her
downfall, she began to come hard. She knew he could feel it too. Harm
bit down on her shoulder to smother the loud groans that he couldn’t
hold back as his movement became more erratic, and then after a few
blissful moments, he was coming with her. He'd never come this hard
before, it was almost painful...almost.
It took a minute for both of them to get their breathing under control
and to realize what they had just done. They both drew back slowly to
look at each other, each with a look of shock and awe at what just
Mac was the first to speak. “I can’t believe we just did that,” she said
still a little out of breath.
Harm just stood there looking at her with amazement. He was still inside
her with her legs and arms still wrapped around him. He was surrounded
by Sarah Mackenzie and he decided he never wanted to be anywhere else.
“Want to do it again?” He smugly replied as he tightened his grip around
She couldn’t help but smile from the feeling of pure joy Harm gave her
from that one statement. Her intoxicating smiled caused him to smile
also. She leaned into him for another kiss as there was a knock at the
“Sir, Ma’am, Colonel Smith wanted me to tell you your bird’s ETA is in
five minutes.” It was the same Lance Corporal from earlier with the same
bad timing. They heard him walk away before either could respond. They
both had forgotten where they were.
“SHIT!” Mac proclaimed finding herself more upset with this fact than
Harm. She tended to stick more to protocol than he did. He on the other
hand was actually proud of himself that he made her lose her military
She pushed him away after crawling off his body. “Hurry up, we have to
get out of here.” With the mood broken, he gave her a quick kiss and
started rinsing off. She turned away from him and started cleaning up.
She went to rinse between her legs when her hand came in contact with
his semen running down her thigh. “Oh fuck,” she softly swore to
herself, but unfortunately loud enough for Harm to hear.
He turned quickly and asked with concern. “Are you alright, Mac?” ‘Maybe
I hurt her. I wasn’t exactly gentle, of course neither was she.’
She turned toward him. “Yeah, I’m fine,” at his slightly disbelieving
look she continued. “I’ll tell you later, I promise it’s nothing
They both knew that this was more than just a roll in the hay, but the
last thing they needed was another misunderstanding between them. She
was halfway through drying off as he stood there completely soaked
looking at her with mild worry, and maybe a little panic. Seeing that he
wasn’t moving she looked up at him, ready to start yelling, but stopped
when she saw the look in his eyes.
She walked over to him and gave him a slow, meaningful kiss. “Get the
lead out, Sailor. The sooner we get home, the sooner we can have that
dinner you promised me.” He smiled at her which she returned.
They finished dressing with two minutes to spare. As they walked to the
landing zone both were lost in their own separate thoughts as the helo
‘You are such a liar, Mackenzie. What were you thinking telling him it
wasn’t anything serious? You were thinking you didn’t have time for the
discussion that would follow after he realized they didn’t use a condom
and you aren’t on the pill.’ She wasn’t worried about a commitment from
Harm. She knew he loved her even if he hasn’t said the words. They had
to sort out JAG first, and besides she would really like to be married
before they had kids. She wanted to do this the right way. Not have some
shotgun wedding where it was blatantly obvious the bride was pregnant.
Now was not the time to bring a baby into the equation when so much was
She looked up at him and couldn’t help but giggle at the expression on
his face. He was on cloud nine and was not hiding it. Regardless of the
consequences she wouldn’t take the last 20 minutes back for nothing.
Harm was ecstatic; nothing could ruin the mood he was in. He just made
love to Sarah Mackenzie and he couldn’t wait to get home so he could do
it again. He had to plan something romantic. His next step was to tell
her he loved her, and it didn’t seem like Iraq in the middle of a war
zone was the place to do this.
‘Was that a giggle I just heard?’ He looked down at her and meets her
eyes. “Was that a giggle, Marine?”
“No.” She replied through a smile.
“Oh I think it was.” Harm egged her on knowing this was too good to pass
“Good luck proving that in court, Flyboy.” By now the helicopter had
landed and she jumped on board; leaving Harm to shake his head at her,
unable to give her a verbal response.
The ride back to the Seahawk was uneventful, unless you count the little
glances and smiles exchanged between the pair. When they landed the
Skipper wanted to be debriefed which took an hour, then they had to
interrogate the Sergeant who started this whole mess. It took the bad
cop, good cop routine but they finally got the soldier to confess who he
was covering for.
After the interrogation they retired to their separate cabins to write
their report. Mac was assigned to room with Skates since her roommate
was on emergency leave, while Harm was with his old roommate Tuna.
Mac sat down on her bunk totally exhausted by the day’s events. With the
slight time change, and trying to wrap everything up, she had been going
strong for 24 hours. All she wanted to do was crash, but she had to
write her report first.
“You look like hell, Ma’am.” Skates stated the obvious.
Mac started laughing. “That’s the second time I’ve been told that today,
and as long as I’m your roommate, it’s Mac.”
Skates smiled at the woman, she may have been her prosecutor at one
point but she truly liked her. Skates knew Mac didn’t have a choice and
she was just doing her job at the time. “Why don’t you get a few hours
sleep? I’ll be back in 3 hours I could always wake you up then.”
“Thank you, Skates, I think I’ll take you up on that.” She stood and
started to undress.
“You should take a shower too. It will help refresh you.”
Mac stopped short of taking her shirt off as she was flooded with
memories of her partner and the shower they shared; how he felt inside
her. It had been almost two years since she was with someone; she was
actually a little sore. A good sore, but none-the-less sore.
“Uh…actually Harm and I showered before our helo picked us up so I’ll
just wait till tomorrow.” She replied a bit too quickly. ‘Why did I have
to mention Harm’s name? Please tell me I’m not blushing.’
Skates looked at Mac curious at her reaction to a simple suggestion.
‘Why is she blushing?’ Mac already had her sleeping shorts on. She took
her tee-shirt off and was in the process of taking her bra off and
throwing on a spaghetti strap shirt. That was when Skates saw it,
“Exactly what did this shower entail and how was Harm involved?”
‘How the hell did she figure that out so fast!?’ “What do you mean? It
was a shower, it entailed washing, and Harm….well…Harm….had nothing to
do with it.” This last part was said quickly and softly, as Mac busied
herself with organizing the papers on her desk.
Skates, to her credit, was doing her best not to laugh. It was obvious
there was always something between them. But now it looked like they had
finally acted on their feelings. “Well, Mac, I just don’t know how else
to get a hickey with teeth marks. You know, other than the obvious way
“WHAT!!” Mac went straight to the mirror and sure enough she had a huge
hickey on her shoulder with what looked suspiciously like teeth marks.
She vaguely remembered Harm biting her as they both came, but she didn’t
think it was this bad. Thank god her uniform would hide it. She was
going to kill him, for what she wasn’t sure, she just knew she was going
to kill him.
Mac turned back around to find Skates utterly pleased with herself.
“You’re loving this, aren’t you?” There was no way to deny it now.
Skates just shook her head. “Yes, as a matter of fact I am.
Just then there was a knock at the door. Mac threw her pajama blouse
over her spaghetti-strap shirt to hide the hickey but left it
unbuttoned. Skates opened the door to reveal none other than Harm on the
30 Minutes Earlier
“HAMMER! It’s good to have you back, even if it is just for a few days.”
“Thanks, Tuna, it’s good to be back.” ‘Not as good as it’s going to be
when we get home, but for now it was still good to be on a carrier.’
Harm thought as he settled into the small cabin.
“So what have you and that gorgeous partner of yours been up too lately,
At the mention of Mac’s name Harm couldn’t help the glazed look that
crossed over his eyes. He couldn’t help but think about what it was like
to have her legs wrapped around his waist as he pounded into her. What
it felt like when she came and the way she clung to him. She was a very
passionate lover and he couldn’t wait to explore that side of her again.
“Hammer…..Hammer….HAMMER!!!” Tuna practically shouted to get his
attention. “What’s with the far off look? Got a new girlfriend?” Tuna
joked not knowing how close he was to the truth.
Harm was able to hide his embarrassment at being caught daydreaming. It
would only set Tuna off more if he evaded, or worse, blushed. So instead
he just said, “Maybe. Look, Tuna, I’ve been up for the past 24 hours and
all I want right now is to get a few hours of sleep before I write my
report.” It was the truth after all.
Harm started to change as Tuna replied. “Yeah, I understand,” he took a
drink of his coke and proceeded to spit it out when he saw Harm’s back,
“Holy shit, what the hell happened to your back Hammer!?”
‘Oh God I completely forgotten about the scratch marks Mac was so kind
to give me.’ “Ahhh….it’s not what you think, Tuna...” Harm stammered.
“The hell it’s not. Those are scratch marks and very recent scratch
marks at that. You’ve been holding out on me. Who is she?”
“Look, I’m not going to kiss and tell alright, so just drop it. Now if
you don’t mind Mac will kill me if my report…..”
He never got to finish his sentence as Tuna exclaimed. “MAC!! You
finally got the balls to make a move on Mac. I don’t believe it. And in
Iraq no less, you little devil. Wait till the guys hear…” This time it
was Tuna who never got to finish, probably because he found himself
pinned to the wall by a very angry Harmon Rabb Jr.
“You will tell no one, do I make myself clear? The last thing Mac needs
is for the whole ship to know what happened!” He released Tuna from his
grip before he turned away and ran his hand through his hair. “Christ,
Tuna, you know how these things work. I’ll come off as the macho guy who
nailed the impossible chick, and she’ll come off as the weak female who
can’t control herself around a man. I won’t be the cause of anymore pain
in her life.” Harm was no longer angry, just scared. Mac worked hard to
gain the respect of the people around her. If this got out it would blow
her respect straight to hell.
“You really love her don’t you, Hammer.” Harm just stared at Tuna for a
“Yeah I do.” Harm replied finally admitting it out loud for the first
“Look I’m sorry, Hammer. I’ll take it to the grave…..or at least until
your wedding reception.” He said with a grin.
Harm couldn’t help but laugh; he knew he could trust Tuna. “Thanks,
buddy. Look I’m too wired to sleep right now; I think I’ll go take a
walk to calm my nerves.”
“Okay.... tell Mac I said Hi.” Tuna grinned. Harm just looked at him
before he redressed and walked out the door. He hoped Mac wasn’t
“Hey, Hammer.” Skates gave him a quick hug.
“Hey, Skates, I just had a question to ask Mac about the case.” Skates
looked back at Mac with a grin on her face before she turned back to
“Sure you did, Harm. Well I was just on my way out. Remember Mac I’ll be
gone for at least 3 hours.” She purposely said as she gave her a knowing
look. Mac blushed and again started to organize her desk. Skates walked
around Harm and left the couple alone.
“What was that all about, Mac?” He asked as he entered and closed the
“She’s on to us, Harm. Didn’t you notice?” Mac stopped organizing and
looked him in the eye.
“How the hell did she find out? We’ve only been back for a few hours.”
“Well it was kind of hard to deny after she saw the little present you
gave me.” Mac pulled her blouse to the side so he could view his handy
work. Harms eyes got as big as the bruise on her shoulder. He couldn’t
bring himself to be really sorry about it. He was willing to bet Mac
wasn’t sorry for it either, except for the fact that Skates had also
“Well while we’re playing show and tell. You might as well know that
Tuna knows about us too.” Harm pulled his shirt off and turned around so
she could view his back.
Mac walked over to him and ran her fingertips lightly over the scratch
marks. Then her lips replaced her fingertips. “Oh, Baby, I’m sorry.”
Harm noted she didn’t sound sorry at all, in fact she sounded amused
more than anything else. At the moment he really didn’t care because her
kisses were slowly stoking the fire which hadn’t quite died yet.
“Oh now I know it’s meant to be.” Harm grinned knowingly as he turned
around. He kissed down her neck and removed her blouse as he went.
Mac ran one hand up his bare chest and entangled it in his hair as she
closed her eyes enjoying everything this man did to her. ‘I don’t think
I’ll ever get enough of him.’ “How’s that, Flyboy?” She let out a low
moan as he hit a sensitive spot.
Harm already had her blouse off and was working his hands underneath her
shirt, if that’s what you wanted to call the thin piece of material
covering her upper body. Harm would prefer to call it an annoyance
because it covered one of the spots where he wanted to be and one of the
spots of Mac he wanted to gaze at. “Cause you just called me ‘baby’ and
I didn’t mind at all.” God how he just wanted to spend hours exploring
her body and finding out every way to drive her crazy with desire.
She let out a low chuckle. “Oh right, I forgot how you cringed every
time one of your girlfriends called you ‘sweetheart’.” She started
kissing across his chest and took one of his nipples into her mouth. He
tightened his grip around her waist and pulled her flush against his
“I couldn’t help it; it always reminded me of my mother.” Harm admitted
as he began to breathe heavier. His mind was attempting to devise a plan
to get Mac out of her clothes as quickly as possible.
Mac could feel his erection pressing into her. ‘God I want to touch him
so bad, but I can’t because it won’t end there.’ She didn’t know how she
did it, but very reluctantly she pulled out of his embrace. “Harm, we
can’t do this right now.”
“Whhaat…” His higher brain hadn’t quite kicked in yet as he looked at
her through passion clouded eyes. “Why not?”
‘Here we go, time for that little discussion,’ Mac thought to herself
before she took a deep breath. “Harm……we didn’t use a condom when
we…well….you know…when we….in the shower.” ‘God I’m an intelligent women
in my 30’s, a lawyer, and I can’t say “when we had the best sex of my
life”.’ She was pacing the small room and finally stopped to look up at
him. He had a slightly confused look on his face as he was connecting
“Well there’s a first time for everything I guess.” Harm still hadn’t
quite recovered from their earlier activity.
Mac had a look of shock on her face. “Are you telling me you’ve never
had sex without a condom?”
“Well, yeah.” Harm was starting to get a little uncomfortable with this
conversation, but figured he better explain, “When I was younger I was
so dead set on becoming a pilot, I wasn’t about to risk it by doing
something stupid like get a girl pregnant. And when I finally got my
wings I didn’t want to be tied down by anything, or anyone, so I just
never took a chance. Even with Diane I wasn’t sure I could commit 100%,
so I didn’t want to put us in that situation. After all that it was just
sort of normal. I never thought it should be completely the woman’s
responsibility anyway, especially if it was something I really didn’t
want with her.” He looked at Mac. “I’m not the weekend dad type, and I
was never with anyone I was willing to spend the rest of my life with.”
‘Until now,’ he added silently.
“Well, Harm, you picked a hell of a time to throw caution to the
wind…I’m not on anything.” As she waited for this to sink in she added,
“It didn’t even cross my mind till afterwards when I was cleaning
up….I’m usually pretty anal about that sort of thing, it’s not like me
to get carried away….” she had a slight grin on her face. “You always
did have a way of making me forget the Rules of Engagement.” He smiled
at her choice of words.
“So you’re saying you could be pregnant,” he stated calmly.
His expression was hard to read. “Yes.”
“So what’s the problem?” Mac’s eyes got round in shock at what he just
said. Harm walked over to her and wrapped his arms around her. “So we
fulfill our baby promise a little early, what’s wrong with that?” He
looked down a little unsure of himself, “Unless you don’t want…”
He never got to finish, because he found Mac’s lips pressed against his
own. She pulled back and looked him directly in the eyes. “Nothing would
make me happier, Harm, than to be the mother of your children.”
“But….” He knew her too well to think this was the only obstacle in
their way of being together and truly happy.
“But… I just always wanted to be married before I had kids and we’re not
exactly in a stable position right now. We still have JAG to deal with
as well as some other underlying issues.”
She didn’t have to go into detail, he knew too well what those
underlying issues were. They had seven years of miscommunications to
clear up. He was still holding her. He couldn’t help but think how right
this felt, talking about their future children.
“Alright, so we wait till we get home and you make a doctors
appointment. If you’re not pregnant, then get the pill, or the shot, or
whatever it is women are on these days. And if you are pregnant we’ll
cross that bridge when we get there. Either way, I don’t want to use
condoms with you, Mac. I don’t want anything to be between us when we
make love.” Mac for her part tried her best not to let the tears, which
were quickly forming, fall. ‘When he lets go, he really lets go.’
"God I love you." It was out her mouth before she realized what she was
saying, but she couldn't help how right it felt to finally say it to
Harm for his part was completely shocked and speechless. 'I have to say
something before she thinks I'm getting scared again. Why are words not
coming out of my mouth?' Starting to panic he took action instead. He
swooped down and captured her lips in the sweetest, most loving kiss he
knew how to give. When he pulled back to look at her it was the most
natural thing in the world to say, "I love you too."
They both had silly grins on their faces and laughed a little at their
new found freedom. This time it was Mac that kissed Harm. As it ended
she pushed him away. "Good, now get the hell out of here while I still
have control over myself."
They were both still smiling as he moved toward the door. "I told you,
you wouldn't be able to control yourself when you saw what a magnificent
male specimen I am." He smugly replied.
She opened the hatch for him and he walked out turning one last time to
look at her. "You're right, Harm, in fact I'll probably have to take
matters into my own hands tonight and go through every single fantasy
involving the two of us...minus the ‘we're forced to shower together’
fantasy of course."
Harm was speechless, not only did she say she was going to masturbate
tonight while thinking about him, but she had done it in the past as
well. Before he could reply she had already shut the door with a smug
grin on her face. 'Damn, I can't wait to get home.'
5 days later
They had made it back to the states and were at work once again. Both
decided until Mac saw the doctor they should keep their distance; no
need to temp fate. Mac was working on some budget reports when there was
a knock at her door.
"Hey, Mac, do you need a ride to your appointment tomorrow?" He was
anxious and a little nervous. He’d made-up every excuse today to come
and visit her. It wasn't everyday you were to be told whether or not you
were going to be a father.
She looked up at him. "You know very well you'll be in court during my
"I know, but I could always ask for a continuance or let Bud handle it,
he is second chair." He shut the door and walked around to her side of
"Oh … can I please be present when you tell the judge you're going to be
absent because you need to take your girlfriend to see her
gynecologist." She rolled her eyes at him, "That would go over real
Harm sat down on the corner of her desk and she took the opportunity to
run her hand up and down his calf. They both took comfort in the little
touches they stole throughout the day.
"Alright, but you have to promise to come over to my place as soon as
you know. I’ll even cook you a steak.”
“Deal.” She gave him a warm smile. “Now get out here so I can get some
He picked up her hand giving it a quick squeeze before getting up and
returning to his own office.
Mac felt a tad guilty about misleading him. The truth was she had her
appointment yesterday, she went after work so Harm wouldn’t find out.
She was going to surprise him tonight with the results. Mac already had
her overnight bag packed; she just had to go home to change. She grinned
thinking they probably weren’t going to get much sleep tonight.
Later That Night
Harm had just finished eating leftovers and was in the process of
washing the dishes when there was a knock at his door.
‘I wonder who that is; I’m not expecting anyone.’ He was slightly
surprised when he opened the door to reveal Mac…..Mac with an overnight
bag in one hand and her uniform in a dry cleaners bag in the other. She
was wearing olive low-rider Old Navy sweats with the string hanging out
and a white shirt with a v-cut down the center of her cleavage. It was
just short enough that you could see her navel and flat tummy. Before he
could say anything however, she gave him a quick kiss and was halfway up
the stairs to his bedroom. Now he was just plain confused.
He followed her. “Ah, Mac, not that I’m not happy to see you, but what
are you doing here? I thought we agreed to stay away till after you saw
the doctor.” By this time he had reached his room and watched her
hang-up her uniform and put her toiletries in his bathroom. When she
came out she stopped to look at him.
“I’m not pregnant.” Mac stated simply
Harm was a little shocked. “How do….” He never got to finish.
“My appointment was yesterday afternoon.”
“You hover.” She was enjoying this, but could tell he needed a better
explanation. “I was doing a good enough job of making myself crazy
without adding you to the mix. Plus I knew you wouldn’t get any work
done if you knew where I was and you had a case to prepare for. This way
I could surprise you….Surprise!”
She looked down suddenly unsure of herself, “You’re not mad are you?”
When she looked up she was glad to see he was smiling.
He walked over to her and enveloped her in a hug which she returned.
“It’s scary how well you know me,” Harm laughed. “I was dreading getting
through the day tomorrow.” They stayed that way for a few minuets
enjoying the feel of each other. This was the most physical contact
they’d had since the Seahawk. Harm pulled back to look at her, but kept
his arms around her.
“So I take it the bag means you plan on staying the night.” He said with
a knowing grin.
“The thought did cross my mind. I’m on the pill now, so there’s nothing
holding us back.” She started kissing his neck and unbuttoning his
“Pretty sure of yourself aren’t you? Maybe I had plans,” he teased her
as he worked his way under her shirt.
“Change them; I’m afraid this is going to take all night.” She had his
shirt opened and went to work on his jeans. Mac pulled his head down for
a passionate kiss while the other hand snaked in his boxers and grasped
his growing erection. Harm completely gave into the kiss. He moaned as
she rubbed her thumb over the head of his dick which already had pre-cum
Harm brought both hands up to cup her face as he bent lower for a deeper
kiss. He was losing control very quickly. Leaving one hand on her face
he dropped the other one to massage her breast through her shirt. Mac
was the one who moaned this time and gripped him tighter. Their
breathing was labored as they broke apart.
Harm immediately went to the bottom of her shirt, intending to take it
off. Seeing his intentions she stopped him. Mac grabbed both his hands
and shook her head no. At his slightly confused look she said, “This is
my show, flyboy, so sit down and try to enjoy yourself.” With that she
pushed him on the bed. He was sitting up waiting to see what she was
going to do first.
Mac walked between his legs spreading them further apart. She bent down
to kiss his lips while pushing his shirt off his shoulders. Once it was
off she moved down to kiss his neck. Harm’s hands naturally grasped her
waist letting his fingers trail over her exposed skin. Harm expected her
to straddle his lap, but she surprised him when she dropped to her knees
instead. He’d had this fantasy many, many times in the past. His heart
rate got a little quicker. ‘Please let her do what I think she’s about
to do,’ he silently prayed.
His anticipation must have showed because she stopped kissing his chest
to look up at him. “Patience is a virtue, Harm,” she said grinning. She
continued kissing his chest paying attention to each nipple. Her hands
massaged his thighs as her mouth moved lower over his abdomen. Harm
leaned back on his arms to give her better access.
‘God, she’s torturing me.’ Harm’s breath got quicker the closer she got
to his erection. His pants were still on but opened enough for his dick
to stick out of his boxers. When she reached her goal she licked the
pre-cum off his abdomen then followed down to the head of his dick. Harm
gripped the bedcovers and let out a very loud moan. He was about to lose
it, she was teasing him so much.
She looked up at him with a knowing grin. ‘I’ve got him just were I want
him.’ Mac lightly tugged at his pants. “Take these off.” It was almost
embarrassing the way he scrambled to get his pants and boxers down his
legs. Mac raised her eyebrow at him and grinned. ‘Oh yeah we have a real
Casanova on our hands.’
Harm knew he was acting like a 16 year old kid about to get his first
blow-job, but he didn’t care. He just wanted that mouth he’d been
dreaming about for seven years wrapped around him.
With their eyes locked she lowered her head extremely slowly. Mac
started at the base of his dick and licked her way to the top like it
was a Popsicle. She watched as Harm’s eyes rolled shut and he let out a
groan. She continued by wrapping her lips around the mushroom head and
took just a little in her mouth before coming back up. She repeated
this, each time going lower until she was taking him completely in her
mouth. ‘I never thought that no-gag reflex would come in this handy
before; he’s huge. No wonder I was so sore.’
Harm was a little surprised she was able to take him all the way in her
mouth. A lot of the women he’d been with could not. He tried not to
think about how she got this good and decided to just sit back and enjoy
it. His moans were almost constant now and he had started to sweat.
“Sarah, that feels so good.” He breathing was extremely rapid.
Mac would have smiled at the compliment if it were possible. Instead she
looked up at him and what she saw turned her on even more. He was
covered in a thin sheet of sweat and was very tense. She could see every
muscle flexed, especially his abs. His hands were still clinching the
sheets in an effort to hold onto something. The sight made her moan
which sent vibrations through his dick. He let out a loud groan and
lightly bucked up into her mouth. At her disapproving look he was quick
to apologize. Very out of breath, “Sorry…sorry….god you could kill a guy
Harm was very close. He promised himself in the future he would let her
finish, but he had other plans right now. He pulled her head up and fell
in love all over again at the look of disappointment on her face as she
gave his lap a hungry look. “I promise he won’t forget you,” he said as
he pulled her in for greedy kiss. “Sorry, Mac, but I’m staging a
takeover. If you don’t come willingly I’ll have to resort to tortuous
“A good marine never surrenders,” she retorted while she crawled onto
“I was hoping you’d say that.” He quickly flipped her over and pinned
her hands above her head, ravishing her with kisses. She wasn’t fighting
him. Harm held her wrists with one hand while his other traveled down
her body. He went under her shirt to play with her breast; at the same
time he thrust his hips, rubbing his erection against her. She could
feel the wetness pool between her legs as she tried to get free. She
needed him inside her soon.
Harm just grinned at her efforts. He pushed her shirt up to her neck and
slowly licked around her breasts, but not touching the nipple. Mac
squirmed, trying to get his mouth were she wanted it. Not succeeding she
let out a whimper. Harm took pity on her and latched onto her nipple.
Mac arched her back and moaned at the pleasure he was creating.
He pulled back slightly and returned his other hand back to her wrist.
“If I let you go, do you promise to cooperate?”
Mac shook her head yes through passion clouded eyes. Harm ran his hands
down her arms and over her shoulders till he reached the shirt which was
pushed above her breasts. He pulled it off her and threw it somewhere
across the room before he again captured her lips in a hungry kiss. Mac
quickly wound her arms around his neck. She pulled him completely
against her as he took his time and explored her mouth. Their moans were
mingled together as they softly rocked against each other.
After Harm got his fill he continued down her neck, past her shoulders,
making a small detour at each breast. He sucked and nipped on one nipple
while his hand paid attention to the other, then switched. Mac had her
fingers in his hair encouraging him to keep going. When he reached her
abdomen she couldn’t help the tickle that ran straight to her groin.
Finally he reached the top of her sweats. He sat up on his knees as he
slowly pulled her sweats down when he noticed something.
“Mac, for my sanity, please tell me you don’t always go commando.” He
didn’t know what he would do if he had to face her in court knowing she
wasn’t wearing underwear under her skirt.
She smiled up at him. “Relax, Harm, I just didn’t see much point in
wearing underwear tonight.” He grinned remembering she had planned this
whole night. He pulled her sweats the rest of the way off and stared at
her naked form. He was still kneeing between her legs so he could see
everything he ever wanted. She was glistening wet. Mac’s heart rate got
a little quicker when she saw him lick his lips and the direction his
eyes were looking. But he didn’t do what she expected; instead he
started kissing at her feet.
She let out a sigh of disappointment which he heard. He looked up at her
with a shit eating grin on his face. “Patience is a virtue, Mac, or so
I’m told.” He was at her calf now slowly making his way up, too slow for
“Harm, please, you’re driving me crazy.” He was slightly above her knee
kissing to the inside of her leg.
“Please what, Mac?” She wasn’t quite begging, but it was close enough to
turn him on even more. ‘She must really be on the edge if she’s asking
“You know what, Harm.” She was throbbing; except for his erection
rubbing through her sweats, he had yet to touch her there.
“Do I? For all I know you could want me to start back at your feet.” To
emphasize his point he started back down.
“NO!” She grabbed his hair and pulled him back up, getting him to come a
little higher than before. He kissed the inside of her thigh, but did
not move any higher.
“Please….just….” She tried pulling his head where she wanted him, but he
He knew he was pushing her. Most women weren’t used to verbalizing what
they wanted in bed. It was amazing what someone would do when there were
turned-on enough. “Tell me what you want, Sarah.”
She was getting frustrated; he knew what she wanted, why did she have to
say it. ‘Because,’ answered the little voice in her hear, ‘just like you
he wants to see you lose control.’ Harm was now running his hand up her
leg adding to the tease and pushing her higher.
“Please…” why couldn’t she say it?
“Tell me and I’ll do it.” He was about to crack himself, being this
close he could smell her and see how wet she was. All he wanted to do
was run his tongue across her wet folds and drink her dry.
“Please….taste me.” He didn’t need to be told twice, he dove in and they
both moaned at the contact. Mac had never felt anything this good
before, there were no thoughts in her head, just feelings. She wrapped
her legs around his body and held his head in place with one hand. After
a few minutes she brought her hand up to cup her own breast and play
with her nipple.
Harm looked up in time to see this and he about came just from the sight
of her touching herself. He didn’t know how much more foreplay he could
take. He purposely stayed away from her clit; he didn’t want to make her
come just yet. Harm could tell she was close. She was grinding her hips
into him and pulling his head closer at the same time. Her moans were
getting louder and she was arching her back pushing her breast into her
Harm pulled away and for a split second thought Mac was going to
physically hurt him. “I want to be inside you when you come.” That
seemed to calm her enough so he could kiss her. She could taste herself
on him and it only added to her high. He quickly positioned himself at
her entrance. He rubbed the tip of his dick at her entrance teasing her
a little more. “Harm, don’t make me hurt you.” He grinned and pushed
into her completely. By now both were covered in sweat and moaning
uncontrollably. Mac rotated her hips trying to create some friction.
Harm decided to let her take the reins again and rolled them over so she
was on top. Mac seemed to really like this new arrangement. She started
moving and he just held on for the ride. Both were lost in their own
Harm knew he was too close to last long so reached up with one hand to
rub her nipple and with the other he went for her clit. The result was
instant; Mac’s movements became more erratic and rough. This wasn’t
going to last much longer for her either.
Through raged breathing. “Sarah, I’m really close.”
“Me too, Baby.” Right after she said this she started to come. Harm
could feel her inner muscles milking him and then he was coming with
her. He moved his hands back to her waist and pushed down as he emptied
himself inside her.
Exhausted and out of breath Mac collapsed on top of Harm. He was out of
breath as well and concentrated on getting well needed air inside his
body. After a few minutes their breathing was almost back to normal.
“At the risk of making your ego even bigger, I must say you are really
good in bed, Harm. No wonder all your girlfriends were terrified I’d
steal you away,” she said with a giggle.
Harm smiled. “You’re no blushing virgin yourself; I almost came on the
sheets when I saw you touch yourself.” Mac stopped giggling but was
“I guess we’re a match made in heaven then,” she said as she rolled off
him to get ready for bed. Mac walked into bathroom followed soon by
Harm. They brushed their teeth and both used the head before heading
back to bed.
“I like this.” Mac said wistfully snuggling into Harms arms.
“What, cuddling?” He whispered in her ear.
“Partly, I like all of it, falling asleep in your arms completely
satisfied, brushing our teeth together. It’s all very domestic. I even
liked using the head with you in the same room.”
“Okay, that last part was a little weird, but the rest I understand,” He
was starting to drift off into sleep.
“I love you, Harm.”
“I love you too.”
They both drifted off to sleep with smiles on their faces.
0500 Next Morning
Harm was the first to wake-up. His arms were wrapped around Mac from
behind with her six pressed tightly against his morning erection. Harm
looked over at the clock and discovered they had an hour before they
needed to get up. He grinned knowing exactly how he wanted to spend that
hour. He looked down at her sleeping figure and couldn’t help the strong
emotions which rose in his chest. This is how he wanted to wake-up every
morning, knowing she was his forever.
Making a decision, he slowly pulled away from her so he could get out of
bed and walked over to his dresser. He opened the bottom drawer and
pulled out the little square box he’d had for over a year now. He was at
the jewelry store shopping for his mom’s birthday present. When he saw
this ring he was assaulted with visions of brown eyes, endless banter,
courtroom battles, and a smile that lit up a room. Before he knew what
he was doing he had his credit card out telling the clerk what size it
needed to be.
Harm walked back over to bed and crawled under the covers careful not to
wake her. Mac had rolled over on her back. Harm carefully pulled the
covers down enough to reveal her breasts. He took the ring and started
dragging the princess cut diamond down her arm and back up again.
“Mac,” he said barely in a whisper. She didn’t move.
He drew the ring over to her chest and drew circles around her breast
spiraling towards her nipple. She sighed a little but still didn’t wake.
Harm then went to the other breast for the same treatment. Mac started
to stir and let out a soft moan.
She slowly opened her eyes and smiled at him. “I didn’t think squids got
up this early.”
“Only for a good cause.” He bent down and kissed her. When he pulled
back he had a serious look on his face. “Do you have any idea how much I
“Probably as much as I love you, Harm.” She was still partly asleep.
He gave her a smile. “Good. Marry me.”
Mac’s eyes opened wide and she was fully awake this time. “Did you
“Yes, marry me.” He showed her the ring between his fingers. “Please.”
Shocked, she took the ring with a shaky hand and looked up at him with
tears in her eyes. Sure this is what she wanted but she didn't think it
would happen this fast. She would have to grill him later about having
an engagement ring laying the house. “Yes, I’ll marry you.”
Harm released the breath he didn’t realize he was holding and kissed her
with everything he had. He pulled back enough to take the ring from her
and put it on her finger. They both had tears in their eyes and were
smiling like idiots when they kissed again, this time not pulling back
until they were both late for work.